to comment too much. i'm so glad you wrote all of that down. it's so human to doubt ourselves in these matters, but i look at you and think, of course you are in exactly the right place and you are so talented. but then in the same breath i can doubt myself so much. i dont know why it helps to write it all down, but it really does.
i never responded about going to toronto because i was afraid of disappointing you (but you must have guessed something) but i can't take vacation until the end of my third month. so i couldn't have done it and then you couldn't do it, and it just didn't work. it wasn't it's time, but i think that time could come in the fall if it's right.
he called! we talked on the phone for half an hour tonight with zero awkwardness, lots of laughing, honesty. i was giddy for a while afterwards and did lots of smiling and funny, jerky dancing movements. we are going to see each other on thursday! yea!!!!
i also fell over while doing a headstand in yoga tonight which was so so so embarassing.
work work. i can't even write about it.
grateful: nice phone calls, my m&m cookie, finally feeling comfortable with my boss, kayne west and shakira, messy yoga, chatting with my bro, the red coat that i always feel classy in, excited for memorial day, excited for my date
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