i'm annoyed

i'm annoyed that my mom isnt on skype and i really want to talk to her.

i'm annoyed that both molly and i dropped the burning charcoals from the hauka on the floor, leaving scorched black parts. i'm annoyed that she wanted to go to bed early and didn't do the dishes while i cooked dinner.

i'm annoyed that i got the perfect job offer at the exact moment that i was starting to relax in my other job and that its going to be another transition.

i'm annoyed that my dad didn't say congratulations first thing.

i'm annoyed that i'm so tired and grouchy.

i'm also so grateful and excited to be given this perfect, perfect job opportunity with an organization that i love (more on this soon). i am grateful that i have beautiful family and friends to share it with. i'm grateful that my mom and i are doing the service day together. i'm grateful that i am close enough with molly that we finally had our first fight. i'm grateful that i can laugh at myself when i get angry and that i am starting to understand the universe so well, even if i choose to be a crab some nights when i'm just too overwhelmed to think straight.

the training...so much change right now, but it may fit in there. when do we have to sign up by?